Ink Forever: A Profound Tattoo Decision

When faced with the decision to ink just one tattoo on my skin for the rest of my life, the choice seems clear: a simple yet profound 'W' would honor and commemorate my favorite professor who passed away recently. This tattoo isn't just about remembering a person; it's about encapsulating a life filled with learning, personal growth, and resilience.

Who Was the Professor?

Professor W was an enigmatic figure, a man who embodied a complex character. Loud, friendly, and demanding of respect, he was always in the thick of the action, always searching for a fight and someone to lead. Sometimes, his way of creating drama was by concocting stories or situations, leading some to see him as a Machiavellian figure. His primary way of understanding the world was through a battle of wits and wills.

A Man of Controversy

However, beneath this exterior, there was a man who approached people with empathy and authenticity. Despite his neurotic tendencies and the sometimes manipulative way he interacted with people, when kindness was shown, he'd reveal a vulnerable side, becoming childlike and almost longing to connect on a deeper level. His behavior often mirrored that of a child, testing boundaries and challenging those who drew too close. However, it was his ability to lead a group of misfits, of people who felt broken or herded around, that truly set him apart.

Philosopher of Individuality

Through the lens of his actions, it's clear that he believed in the right to have a unique personality. For me, he instilled a sense of self that I could navigate the world on my own terms. In a world dominated by conformity, Professor W was a beacon who taught us the value of individuality, resilience, and the right to be a winner.

The Symbol: W

I called him 'Weird Proff' for his unique approach to learning, but also out of genuine respect. Among my friends, we often turned 'W' upside down to form the letter 'M', which is the first letter of his name. This subtle association speaks to the man himself, a true champion (M) of individuality and nonconformity (W).

Reflections and Closure

There have been moments when I questioned his actions and wondered if he was a good or bad person. Was he honest, or merely a master manipulator? Understanding his motivations and behaviors is a personal journey that is yet to be fully comprehended. However, the answer lies in his actions and the mathematics of life. Despite his complexities, he showed me that one can still lead by example and inspire without necessarily being seen as a bully.

He built his 'palace' on the foundation of his own broken heart. Though he lacked the intense anger I possess, he had an astounding amount of modesty that I often lack. This contrast between us speaks volumes about our paths and how we found strength in different ways.

Choosing the Ideal Time

While the decision to tattoo 'W' is a profound one, it's not one I rush into. Emotions are elevated, but rationality is imperative. As I navigate my own journey toward happiness and self-acceptance, the tattoo will serve as a reminder of the lessons I've learned and the values I hold dear. Now, more than ever, I believe 'W' will be a symbol of my resilience, growth, and the professor who inspired me to be a better version of myself.

Life is a journey, and tattoos are visual markers of our experiences. 'W' is not just a tattoo—it's a commitment to continue learning, growing, and choosing my path with the wisdom of a professor who taught us to be ourselves, winners in our own unique ways.