Why I Stopped Botox and Embraced My Natural Expression
For many years, I was a frequent user of botox to reduce the constant and painful scrunching between my eyebrows. However, my journey with tardive dyskinesia ultimately led me to stop getting botox injections altogether.
The Struggle with Tardive Dyskinesia
Tardive dyskinesia is a neurological movement disorder that can be a complication of long-term use of certain psychiatric medications. For me, it caused a series of involuntary facial movements, including a painful scrunch that manifested between my brows, which persisted even after discontinuing the triggering medication.
Despite the challenges, my symptoms gradually faded away to almost nothing over time. The constant and painful scrunching that I experienced during and long after stopping the medication that initially triggered it took a longer period to diminish but eventually did.
A Lasting Trace of Tardive Dyskinesia
Though I am now free from the severe scrunching caused by tardive dyskinesia, I have noticed a slight permanent scrunch remain in the area. The exact extent of this residual effect is unclear—a combination of lingering tardive dyskinesia and my natural facial expressions. However, the level of mobility and reaction to real-life situations remains acceptable and functional.
Adapting to No Botox
With the fading of the scrunching and the acceptance of my permanent but subtle expression, I no longer feel the need to resort to botox to reduce the severe scrunch. This decision has allowed me to embrace my natural facial expressions without fear or discomfort.
A Journey of Acceptance and Self-Expression
My journey with tardive dyskinesia and subsequent decision to stop botox is a testament to the power of self-acceptance and embracing one's natural expression, even in the face of physical challenges.
By letting go of the botox routine, I have found a new level of comfort and authenticity in my daily interactions. This experience has also served as a reminder that our faces have a unique story to tell, and sometimes, allowing those stories to be expressed naturally can be incredibly liberating.
Conclusion
In conclusion, my decision to stop botox and accept my natural expression is not solely a result of my tardive dyskinesia journey but also a broader statement on the beauty of letting go of external beautification and embracing our true selves.